FREEDOM OF THOUGHTS
Friday, August 17, 2007
The First Bench
The most hated bench in our class the “THE FIRST BENCH ”… We have always been the lords of lastbench….but things have changed this semester… We three i.e. Remya ,Anju and Myself… have occupied the most hated bench…We had our own share of arguments with people because of whom we were promoted to the first bench….. But now we have started loving the same bench… Enjoying every bit of it…. Ever since I have started sitting there.. I have stopped studying… We hardly get time to concentrate in our studies…Because we would be either busy chatting or gossiping or looking out of the door since our eyes will be busy searching for handsome guys….But have been unsuccessful till today…Not even a handsome soul in our department… Sitting right under our faculties’s nose and playing all sorts of pranks . And behaving as if nothing happened … Every time a faculty starts the lecture I run away to my dream world…What I really dream about will always be a secret…Ha Ha Ha... I return from my world only when the lectures gets over.. Among three of us… Anju is the only one who really concentrates at times… Remya .more than concentrating on the lectures she will be engrossed in decorating her lecture notes.. And Myself as usual pretending as if I understood everything… But the fact is that I may not even know what the topic was… Well this is our experience on “THE FIRST BENCH”…….
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Death : The Beautiful Ending................
On the day when death will knock at
thy door what wilt thou offer to him ?
Oh, I will set before my guest the full
vessel of my life--I will
never let him go with empty hands.
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When death will knock at my door.
O thou the last fulfilment of life,
Death, my death, come and whisper to me!
Day after day I have kept watch for thee;
for thee have I borne the joys and pangs of life.
.All that I am, that I have, that I hope
and all my love have ever
flowed towards thee in depth of secrecy.
One final glance from thine eyes
and my life will be ever thine own.
.I know that the day will come
when my sight of this earth shall be lost,
and life will take its leave in silence,
and life will take its leave in silence,
drawing the last curtain over my eyes.
.Yet stars will watch at night,
and morning rise as before,
and hours heave like sea waves casting
up pleasures and pains.
.Things that I longed for in vain
and things that I got--let them pass.
Let me but truly possess the things that
I ever spurned and overlooked.
.
Ask not what I have with me to take there.
I start on my journey with
empty hands and expectant heart.
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At this time of my parting,
wish me good luck, my friends!
The sky is flushed with the dawn
The sky is flushed with the dawn
and my path lies beautiful..
- Rabindranath Tagore.
Monday, August 13, 2007
H.U.Q.H.V.W.
Well, you all might be wondering what exactly the title stands for... Well thought of puttin my friend 's name in an encrypted form. I know its a bit wierd.. But what to do... weird people get weird ideas...It was through one of the most gentle lady of our college I got to know my friend. Initially i used to find my friend a bit scary because of the talks and attitude... Later as time passed by... Things changed.... People changed or may be I never knew how my friend actually was... Really a gem of a person.. U R a real rockstar.. Really unique.... At times a bit annoying but then even my friend is a human being so can be forgiven easily... I call my friend monkey... Thank God ... My friend has been taking it in a positive way... My friend is really loving,caring and has got a heart of gold...I know that my friend wont accept any of these adjectives which I have used ...
Anyways this is what I think about my friend... Hey dear u really rock............ I wish I could adopt u as my little sibling... Again a weird thought... I guess I should just stop thinking...Anyways few lines for u.. not an original from me but still wanted to let u know how I feel for you..
"When you need a friend to listen,Remember that I am here for you,Always.When you think I'm being too tough,Remember that which does not kill you,Makes you stronger.When you lose faith in yourself,Remember that I never did,Nor ever will"
May all your dreams and hearts desire get fulfilled.. You deserve the best... God bless 'U' friend...............
"When you need a friend to listen,Remember that I am here for you,Always.When you think I'm being too tough,Remember that which does not kill you,Makes you stronger.When you lose faith in yourself,Remember that I never did,Nor ever will"
May all your dreams and hearts desire get fulfilled.. You deserve the best... God bless 'U' friend...............
LIFE.....................
"Life is mostly froth and bubble;
Two things stand like stone:
Kindness in another's trouble,
Courage in our own."
- Adam Gordon
Sunday, August 12, 2007
How do you know when you're in love ???
"How do you know when you're in love
Is it the crazy things you do ?
Is it the fact that my heart skips a beat
everytime that i think of you ?
Is it the fact that I can't sleep at night,
when your image is in my head ?
Or is it the fact that I can't stop smiling,
after every word that you've said ?
Is it the need to hold you in my arms and
keep you there forever ?
Or Is it the fact that I wrote you a poem
and sent it to you in a letter ?
Is it this awful feeling deep inside
whenever I have to take you home ?
Or is it just being here without you
that makes me feel so alone ?
Is is this hunger deep inside
that longs for your kiss ?
I am so happy that I'm in love
for there are so many things I would miss..... "
everytime that i think of you ?
Is it the fact that I can't sleep at night,
when your image is in my head ?
Or is it the fact that I can't stop smiling,
after every word that you've said ?
Is it the need to hold you in my arms and
keep you there forever ?
Or Is it the fact that I wrote you a poem
and sent it to you in a letter ?
Is it this awful feeling deep inside
whenever I have to take you home ?
Or is it just being here without you
that makes me feel so alone ?
Is is this hunger deep inside
that longs for your kiss ?
I am so happy that I'm in love
for there are so many things I would miss..... "
- MIKE G.
SACRIFICE : My Favourite Song.....
"Its a human sign
When things go wrong
When the scent of her lingers
And temptation's strong
When the scent of her lingers
And temptation's strong
Into the boundary
Of each married man
Sweet deceit comes calling
And negativity lands
Cold cold heart
Hard done by you
Some things look better baby
Just passing through,
And it's no sacrifice
Just a simple word
It's two hearts
In two separate worlds
But it's no sacrifice No sacrifice
It's no sacrifice at all
Mutual misunderstanding
After the fact
Sensitivity builds a prison
In the final act
We lose direction
No stone unturned
No tears to damn you
When jealousy burns "
- Elton John
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Letter : To My Dearest Friend..................
"Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: "What! You, too? Thought I was the only one.""I guess thats how our bonding started . Common interests , Common friends etc… Lots of common features.. Its been 1 yr since our transformation from class mates to friends... I know dat my frnd is somebody over whom i can confide upon any time.... I know my frnd will always be there for me... may be i'm sounding tooo over-confident but thats ******** for me.... u mean a lot to me.... My frnd is someone whom people will love to hav as a friend... I trust my frnd completely.... may be dats the reason i re-gained d trust dat i had lost... But if i lose my trust in my frnd... i guess i wll lose trust frm the entire mankind.... u mean a lot to me dear.... There are people who have problems when i talk with you... but i dont bother... I am just lucky to have u as my friend.. Some years down d line... Dont know whether we'll ever be able to meet each other.... But one thing we can always carry with us whereever we go...Those are d sweet memories.... Let this friendship live forever.... Love you...............